It was 90 degrees in mid May and I found myself floundering…was it the heat? Maybe the humidity? I was cranky and hot and coming completely undone. Maybe it was the impending summer-time and change of schedule that I hadn’t put too much time into yet…wouldn’t it be nice to not have a schedule? I had piles of paperwork stacked up – EVERYWHERE…permission slips…t-shirt order forms…permission slips….permission slips…dance recital tickets to purchase like I was going to Billy Joel concert that only had 10 seats available and the laundry was piled up, and the sink has gone from the drip to a constant drizzle and the ironing, yeah that still needed to be done, and the cleaning – maybe I’ll just draw in the dust on the piano…and yes someone needed something dropped off yesterday from my direct sales business that I’m still doing to fund this new venture…and someone needs their hand x-rayed and someone else is asking to go to a pool party and someone else needs a ride home from work…and I don’t know why I am trying to do something else…………………..